first grade jitters

i've got a ton to share...july to september are just crazy around here. but today i had to share this. miss lily's first day of first grade. she was excited and ready to go. when she walked into class she found her seat and put her head down. i took a couple photos and kissed her goodbye. she was sad. i asked her why. she said it wasn't going to be any fun. well we know that's not true, lily is the fun. so i peeked through the door window and watched and she sat with her head down not participating as class started. my heart sank to my belly. my baby girl is nervous. she is confident and happy and loves to make people laugh, but today she is scared, an emotion i rarely see.